Love and True Love? Whats the difference?

Let's face it & open our hearts. In general I completely understand about "love" is something that you give it away but I need to find out what true love is. Why true love is so rare? What are the characteristics? Ive never had a true guy in my whole life that matches my standards or levels and or my criterias, I admit myself that i am a smart aleck brat & picky. Im fairly easy to talk to to become friends. I love making friends but in serious relationship,.. NO!! Well Sorry you wont steal my heart for the for the 1st sight, i need to know the truth. Personality & positive energy is what im looking for.. It doesnt mean im pleading for love i just need to know why everyone are craving / need a special relationship. Sometimes some people they're just intruiged by their appearance such as sexuality perhaps their urges lol..It is really hard to express the actual love is..


And also age & appearnce doesnt matter looking for love. I dont care people who are rich or poor. Im looking for people's disposition & energy. Thats what true love chemistry happens can be rare. I need the truth.
People say that teens dont experience "love" only sexual attraction and emotional attachment although isnt that what adults have and feel?


Sorry for the rant & dont feel alluded to, rest assured, just my outlet. My journal was just my punch bag. I just dont let someone who just cheated or use me that seems to be scary.

Also, my silly question is it perfectly normal to lose the virginity & innocence? I was just curious. If yes, why? if no, why?